I even cried when M came, especially when I heard that my friends and colleagues get bingo. :-( great pressure.
But now, I am OK la, relax ar ma. This is transactional period. I now believe if both of my husband and my condition is not good enough, the bingo chance is low, it is a natural game. 所謂 物競天擇, 適者生存, perharps the sperm and egg or the envrionment is not good enough le. so what i can do is to keep fit and keep good mood. if still cannot succeed, I will think that our genetic features is failed by the nature lor.