My husband(Mr. A) is not the one I love most. He is not the style I admire. Hw, only when we were at stage of planning our marriage, did I met the type of guy (Mr. B) that I long for.
Nevertheless, I belong to 理智型. I told myself that even that Mr. B appeared before me at this moment, so what? I have to keep my mind clear : as I didn't know whether he loved me or not even though he was the kind of style I admire, there may not have any fruitful result with him at the end. I know clear for myself that 我可以食住Mr.A. But for that Mr.B, it is he who食住我.
As, to be fair to Mr.A and I know that Mr.A would be a good husband to me after the marriage, so I chose him without change even though he is not the style I want.
Recently I come across a guy, with similar style of Mr. B, suddenly, I find Mr.B's image from that guy in the office. The feeling is kind of missing. Missing something........ that I long for.