最後一次入院(她每次呆呆地,我便送她入院沖洗毒),vet assistant 說她抽筋,放她入氧氣箱。(其實,the night before 我巳知that might be her last night, she still ate/ walked, but, she couldn't pur anymore). 留院時我去到看她,我好想好想抱她。但assistant 說她在氧氣箱,不要拿出來吧。也再suggest put her down. 我說,好啦,put down (其實,我只想抱她出來!我知她好想好想我抱)。
assistant 去準備針藥時,我們一路抱她,她也好乖!怎料,針一來,她即在桌面走來走去,我嘗試停止她(拉著她的衣服),衣服也被拉下來,她還是要走來走去。我話: 不put down 啦!then she stopped! 慢慢的,自己一路慢慢的停止心跳了!