I know what feeling of u ...I know...
u can share all your feeling of your mother,
she must give u advice and suggestion,
dont worry about that , open u mind talk to
her, she can help u ^_^
don't worry, u can talk to yr mom + yr hb, they will understand really u have to speak out don't keep everthing inside. i know that feeling, because i'm suffering from depression after giving birth to my bb as well :-( i'm getting batter la, but it may take time, just like me, now my bb is 6 almost 7 months old n sometime i still feel really sad n no one can do anything. when that happen i will turn to my hb n we will sit down n talk for a long time until i feel better... if u can't talk to them u can always come n talk to us, our door is always open for u get it out of yr system then u will know it's only normal after given birth, this is call baby blue, nothing big only if u start talking open up to yr family