Hi!
if your 99 is there then can't you got out and meet up with some friends for a coffee? Baby will be more settle towards the 3 months and you will be able to go out for a longer period gah lah! if you are bored then you can come onto BK and talk to other full time Mummies too! Don't cry lah!
Though i am not a full time ma, i always use the baby cart to bring my b to the park or supermarket by myself after work.
You can try and then u can go out to have walk rather than staying at home.
Don't worry too much.... mine was the same before, leave your baby to cry a little longer, it really works! it's really hard to do but it really works!
it takes getting used to but it's not really that bad, everytime i see my baby's smiling face i think all the sleepless night and times i can't go out with my friends cause of him is worth it!!
I just been out with my baby on my own!! it was a very quick visit to the supermarket and i was using a carry strap. But i feel like i have just over come a big step!
babies learn very fast! when i first came out of the hospital my husband took care of the baby more than me, but after he has returned back to work the baby tend to look for me more! so your hard work is not gone un-noticed!