TszHin媽咪, don't worry! Always remember that we are Christians and we have God up in the sky to protect us and heal us. He comes to here to offer us love and protect us from any attack. Never give up your hope in HIM.
He also knows us very well. At this stage, don't think too negative, it may not be as worse as what you thought.
Pray to him non-stop and I am sure that he listens!
I will also put you into my prayer. I believe that he is kind and gentle to hear and heal you.