Hi everyone,
Actually I told my husband I want a divorce in the beginning, but he didn't agree. He said he still love me and the daughter. He said only the ex-gf wants to stick with him, and he explained to her he has a family already. He said he started seeing her in May because we always argue a lot at that time. He swear that he didn't have sex with her.
Sometimes I just don't know whether I still love him or not. He treated me so good before and can tolerate my bad temper. But after I gave birth to the daughter, he was very busy at work and his temper is getting worse. He has to work on shift and only come home around three times every week. You know, I feel much better when I don't have to see him and I can concentrate on my study.
I choose to forgive him this time, however, I told him if he see the ex-gf again, I will want a divorce. At this moment, I am busy in making myself look more pretty. I became fat after my daughter was born. I want to lose weight, not because of him, but for myself. Even though he always said his ex-gf is tall and thin.
I will be very careful from now on, thanks everyone.