BMF,
My hubby really like kids, however once I remember the painful (as I'm so scare of pain, even scare of injection, so you guess how I'll scare of having BB again) of given birth, he'll concern about my feeling, as last time he's staying with me when I'm given birth, he told me I've made his hand RED, as I've hold him so tight. A few months ago, we discuss this again, as seeing Ansel is so happy, I really forget about all the pain, & want to have 1 more kid, but concern about if I'm going to have it now, it may not be so fair to Ansel, as then I cannot carry him. Then we decide not to have anymore. A few days ago, just meet a friend, who's a part-time fortune teller, & she said that it's good to deliver BB on next year, that's why I'm thinking about this again.