i am always telling him that i owe him in my past life.
i don't know how deep is my love to him, but i am always thinking of him; and hope to share every second with him e.g. when i eat, i wish he is dining with me (and will remember the time that he put food on my bowl etc.). when i go shopping, i wish i am holding hands in hands with him (thinking of we are walking together or any time that we went shopping before). when i drive, i wish he is sitting next to me (remembering the time that i was sitting next to him and putting my hand on his lap or holding hands during the red lights when he drove). i will think of him on everything i'm doing.
he will sometimes email me telling me he loves me/ thinking of me / want to kiss/hug me at this moment etc., i will then can't help "eyes wet wet" or even burst into tears when reading his message.
BUT, i will be very angry when i cannot get in touch with him or waiting for him (his bad habit with me only); i will be scolding him in my heart (dead people head/bad man / dead "lo" / "ding" your lungs (haha) etc. whatever i can think of), but then i will start to worry about him - is there any accident? what happens to him? what is he doing now? . . . etc. when he arrived or getting in touch with him again, i will forget all the wordings that i have scolded him, just tell/ask him, and showing my concern to him, touch his face, give him a big hug - where have you been? where are you? i can't get in touch with you, what'd happened? i'm worrying about you - - - just one little eyesight/touch from him (i will be electrified) or hearing his voice, i will forget all my anger or even feel "hang fuk" (what's a stupid woman as me!).
i even found numerous excuses for him at the time that we nearly broke up before our marriage; covering up the truth from his sisters for him (not telling them he had a 3rd party)
i will prepare myself for him before seeing him each time (i mean he comes to canada or i fly to hk), hair treatment, facial, on diet, body treatment, what to wear on each occassions ...
i am scolding my daughters very harshly this second, but will talk to him very softly the next second on phone.
in chinese saying, he is eating me "dead ha dead ha". sorry i can't type chinese but hope you understand.
i have once told him that i will marry him in every life; and when he hug and hold me tight after hearing this, i can't stop crying for 30 minutes. does this mean i love him deeply??
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有時我唔鍾意佢的慢動作，佢唔喜歡我的小姐脾氣。不過都唔lum過要改變對方，改左就唔是妳/你當初想嫁/娶個只 :mrgreen: 
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