Suki,
Add oil and be strong!!!
I understand that it's a very hard time for you and bb.
However, I believe that you can get over it and start a bright new future!!!
We all support you!!!
I had PND after I gave birth to hoyin.
I understand how you see things differently out of your control.
Relaxed and enjoy your time with bb!!!
There is nothing more rewarding than loving your own bb!!!!!