So how's your situation now?? Hope that everything can be alright for you.
I have the same feeling when I face my miscarriage in this Feb. When I started the bleeding, my husband and I pray for God to ask him to give love on the BB. However one time I had a feeling that the BB might leave us, then I said to God and the BB to make their decision. Then at night the BB left us. So I am sure that God has his own plan but I am sure that when we have strong faith on him, he will give the most suitable things to us.