alice,
不要諗埋一邊, 雖然physically好似你要孤軍作戰, but實質在四周有好多人支持你, 家人, 教會的弟兄姊妹, 我們bk mama, and most important is our God surely will watch over momo. BE STRONG and GOD be with you and your family (Joshua1:9). If you have time, pls read psalm91. Hope God's words will give you strength and comfort.