My 1st lover was my classmate in Yr. 1 of my university life. Though we separate a year after, we still kept a good friendship with each other. It's so amazing that we had been working for the same department after graduates. During that period, he witnessed the presence of my 2nd and 3rd boyfriends.
Until one day, one of our colleague gave me five tickets for five different nights on performance of Chinese orchestra as he had to take a trip so sudden that he was unable to enjoy the shows. My colleague knew that i am interested in music and that tickets might come to the right people. When my 1st lover knew that, he took a glance on the tickets and didn't say anything.
The thing was happen then..i found that he was present and sitting around me in the shows, sometimes direct behind me and sometimes in front of me. He said he's so unlucky to buy the tickets just next to me. You know, i was so surprised to see that funny guy every nights.
At the last night, when he gave me a ride to home after the performance, he asked me if we could come together again. He said he had to hold something back that he had missed long before.
Though i was totally moved by his words, I eventually turned him down. I still remember what he looked like when I gave him having a look of the photo of my 4th boyfriend (i.e. my present husband) at the time.
I knew that i would hurt him seriously but i didn't want to cheat him.
I won't forget that scene forever.