my first lover is my hubby. We have 2 kids, I feel that he loves me even though there were some quarrel between us over some matters. But as time goes by, we understand each other even more, and love each other even more.
Our character is not the same , but lucky enough, we have same point of view on other matters. So it is quite easy to get a direction to handle some difficult matters even though the result is disappointing. We will bear the result together. For example, we lost a huge sum on money exchange market, but we will not blame each other as we made decision together. On the other hand, he will consort me.
Some times, as a joking, I will tell him that "我都唔差呀, there are some guys take a glimse at your wife in office. So, you are in danger!!!" Ha, Ha, Ha.....
I have same feel too! My hubby is my first lover, he is very good, love me, love family,love my daddy,mummy,sister & brother,but sometime I also feel a little bit lamented.