Snowshop, your baby girl is so cute! I am in almost the same situation as you. Alone and surrounded by 4 walls. As you can see, I can't even type in Chinese, so I can't even vent through blogs etc. etc.
But I am waiting for my twins to arrive in October. Finding things to keep myself busy and sane too.
If you need to talk, you can pm me too. I can read Chinese :)