Just to share the feeling, sorry for the long story.
I think I am in the worst situtation of all, as I have married for 3 years and my son is turing into 3 in Oct. During the time, we did argue sometime especially during pragency. We did go out together before married but when my son was borned, I spent most of the time for him. My husband then go out with friends as before....go to pub until 1 or 2. I am a working mother and I usually bring my son back home during weekend. He stay with my parents for the week and I visit him each night if I no need to OT. The situtation changed since last month.
One of my colleague who joint the company for almost 2 years. He started to send sms to me in April, and we usually get on the same transport after work. So, we get to know each other more and more each day. He knows I am married and my son is almost 3, he meet my son before and I knwo he has a stable gf. Few weeks ago, we have a gethering dinner with other colleagues and after that, he dated me for a drink. I was happy because he gave me the feeling that I haven't had from my husband for long time. He's so nice and kind to me. Since then, we did send more than 10 sms to anoher every night and we met alone outside work place few times. We didn't have any lover action but I do have feeling about him. I think he do feel that too. I lied to my husband to meet him. I know I do wrong but I can't help not think of him. That guy will leave the company in the mid of this month. I am not sure if I can resume my life as before without, or maybe if he would keep in touch with me.
I am sorry for this long story, just want to express my feeling here as no one I can talk to without notice my husband. I think he might know that already as I seldom go out until 1 during weekday and I lied to him I was having dinner with my buddy last night but I found out the resturant was no longer there already today.
What I can do.
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