Don't :-( , BB will come back. Wish you all BB more more healthy......
I got the same experience in 8 Dec 1999. My twin BB boys left when they are 38 weeks. One of them got stuck with the link which connect the food and air from my body and the other one got the link around his neck. That's the worst day in my life. 5 years later, today, I got Duncan and Lesley. From that day to now on, I always told myself that no matter what nothing will be more worst than that day. So, now, I will be more appreciate the time that I share with Duncan and Lesley. Of course, I will think about them. I still remember their faces. I never forgot them. At that moment, one of my friend told me that you may think about. They had went to somewhere which was more happy than this world. They no need to worry about the pressure from school or society anymore....