The prayer of Jabez may help you. 1 Chronicles 4:10 "And Jabez called on the God of Israel saying,
'Oh that You would bless me indeed,
and enlarge my territory,
that your hand would be with me,
and that You would keep me from evil,
that I may not cause pain!'
So God granted him what he requested."
This prayer helped me in a similar situation as yours. It worked very well for me. Suggested you to pray constantly too. God bless,
Hang on! My husband is in banking & he is hiring a few people. If interested, u can PM me. JenJen, I don't know if u may be over-qualified, my doctor friend is hiring a personal assistant. You may refer to the board of "working mum" & look up a thread I posted yesterday or the day before. See if it suits u. Will remember you two in my prayer !