Talking about letting go is easier said than done. Even though my husband and I have separated, I still secretly call him on his mobile to chcek if he has gone back to his mistress in SZ. I know I should let go and start my life afain but which woman wouldn't want her husband to be by her side when she delivers? Which woman wants her babies to be borned without a father. I went for my first prenatal class yesterday. Seeing all couples in the hall brought tears to my eyes again. Sometimes I hate myself for being so weak. I tell myself I can't always cry cos my babies will feel it. I want them to be happy. That'e the least I can do for them now. But it's really not easy. I am still working on it. Maybe one day, one day, I can really let go and the wounds will heal.
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