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生bb後,我成為老公家中罪人。以為老公會撐我,佢都話我唔啱。我大肚時出親街食飯都係食海鮮,依家餵人奶,奶奶唔係煮豆豉,就叫我飲雞肝湯(雖然應該豬肝先會回奶,但對我真係好抗拒)、乳鴿湯。老公好孝順,明知有雞肝都要我飲,我屈服咗,飲完喊咗幾晚。佢家姐又成日俾說話我聽(詳情唔想講 ,因為佢都係bk嘅active READER),以為老公會撐我,叫佢收聲,佢只係叫我當佢黐線。我還擊,佢就係facebook話我,全世界覺得佢啱佢孝順,'Like' 佢寫嘅嘢。佢好叻,對住我就話我呢樣唔啱個樣唔啱,背住我同我老公講唔該同問候我。所以我就中晒圈套,成功做咗罪人。突然明白the art of silence,呢d位唔可以講嘢,返屋企唔可以呻,要屈埋屈埋。雖然d人成日同我講,我將來都會做人地奶奶,叫我睇開d,但我真係覺得可以公平少少,我唔係你個女,但佢係你個仔。再咁落去我驚我冇命見我新抱。其實有好多嘢想呻,其實我忍得好辛苦,其實我好唔開心,其實我好想還擊,其實我好想有人幫我!
其實我忍都係唔想同老公嘈,佢又覺得係我生完嘅問題。我每一次去俾佢地話完都要喊幾晚,老公又點會知。我真係唔想見佢地,每一餐飯我食得谷氣又lonely,bb又少見佢地喊到癲,我同老公講叫佢同bb warm up 下先俾老爺奶奶佢又鬧我,bb喊,奶奶又鬧我即刻俾個bb佢攪喊佢,都係我錯。到bb ok d啦,姑奶個b又呷醋又喊,打我個bb,奶奶就話佢地玩,老爺即刻拋番我個b俾我!唔單止我辛苦,連我bb都喊得辛苦。