dont be so sad, talk to your husband, ask him is it necessary shout at you in front of the maid?? tell him dont do that anymore, u feel unhappy. your son needs you
Don't 忍!! Be strong!!
Talk to your husband. Find a solution.
If I were you, I would leave home for a few days to calm down.
I'm sorry if it's bad advice....but 忍 will not solve the problem.