I would like to share with you that I am so unhappy today.
May parent was during 'cold world' from last week. Usually my mother is responsible for housework and take case us. But she refuse to take care my father from last week and keep on no response with him.
And my father told my little siter (who still lived with them) that he felt terrible sick and even said some wording like 'dead'..
Now, we send father to hospital to perform some checking to see how worse the situation.
And I am worry about his health and their relationship.
My parent has problems even when I was born. I knew it hen I was a child. To be honest, my family situation impacted my characteristic and also a 'shadow' for me for the marriabe and have new baby.
When I grow up, I tried to overcome those bad effect and I thought that I could handle it better and improve my EQ better.
But during these times, I feel so stress (may be overstress) about it, and sometimes I am thinking that I may not suitable to be mother and I am afraid that the history will happen again.
Thanks for let me share it - sorry that don't type Chinese
I think you should share with your close friends. Don't think more about the negative things. You must had your own life with your family and there would be a happy and wonderful things to wait for you.