I am same. I've tried for a full half year. M just came & I just cried. Worse, I blame my husband. I told him to start trying for b earlier and he says no, thinking so easy, will wait until we have more money, more secure... but of course, reality is not like that. Now I blame him for postponing too long, and he blames me for giving him too much pressure, for wanting too many things.
:-( :-(
absolutely agreed with u and in night times I can't control myself to hv the same feeling as u too, sometimes I just regret we seems loose the best time for giving birth...problem is woman can't wait and man can, when we hv some buffer financially , we loose time, that is really a big trade off of life...
anyhow, pls come here more and talk talk with everybody, be relax... even some of us (incl me) hv really bad times just months before, and lets think about the good side of life together...
Thank you everyone. It really helps to know I'm not alone. I'm now 35, never had children so I'm desparate. Can't 解除壓力, and EVERY doctor, Chinese or Western, tells me 壓力 really affects success rate.
annie: how did u know u had 朱古力瘤? did u check yr tubes as same time? I had ultra sound & result was no problem. Now I want to check my tubes, but I worry about the pain. Can someone here recommend a woman doctor to check tubes?
Anyway, I think my problem may be mucus, I don't seem to have much egg white, and appears everyone here has them.