before i planned to be pregnant, i knew that its gonna be my own business even my mom told me that she would help me. everyone has its life, one gets busy of own business. and i dont have nanny, so i expect in the first month, i wouldnt get enough sleep and need to take long time to take care of my baby. but i think i would be very happy to see my baby. its worth when u see him out healthy and sleeps in your arm right.