I am so sorry to hear your problem. Hope things will get better soon. Don't really know how to help. There are so many things that we can't control in our lives, eg. the behaviour of other, including our husband. But you are the mother of your child. And I also tell myself, I wanted to have this baby consciously and will have it soon. I will therefore take the responsibility to give it a happy and healthy family as far as possible. Even when the other don't really cooperate with us (no one can tell the future in life), I know that it was my decision and will try my best to lead a happy life - for me and my child.
Wish you a nice day despite of your annoying story!
As mrsmucdull said to be a woman we sacrifice much more than a man (except those good one), but once you have your baby with you, you know that there is someone always be with you. I know it's not easy to go through these situation, truth is truth you still have to face it. Don't upset yourself, I am sure your baby wouldn't like to see you unhappy too. Keep smiling :mrgreen: