if u are 30, u still have energy and needs for your own life. free from him , u will free youself.
If u are lack of support , both emotion and money,
ask for help, " mother choice " can help u.
if the child goes on in these kind of family is unhealthy. single parent will not be easy .
gets help with social workers.
they will help u assign your kids to the right cases.
choose best life for your kids also.
don't get crazy!
u will find a way soon.God Bless u!