Let me share my story with you.
I preg. again when the oldest one is only 6 mths!
At that time, my hubby's income is not stable. For about 2 years, he cannot give me any spending (家用). My salary is for mortage, maid wages and, ... actually everything the family needed! By having one more kid, we do not have enough money, time and everything. I'm a working mom and my post is very busy. I used to work from 9:00 to 20:00.
I was very upsad but never think of give up the baby as I knew life is from GOD.
I agree that GOD knows the right time. The right time is not what you can think of.
Today, my boys are 6 and 5 years old. They are very close and the eldest one love the small one very much. Thus, the samll boy's brith is the right time for the eldest one!(無妒忌)
Besides, HE will supply what you need.
HE choose a good maid (not let me having more income) for me who take care us well. She has started the 3rd contract with us.
A lot of grace you can find.
GOD is with us. Don't worry. Let's rest in Him and He will lead you throught.
Being sad is not good for you and the baby. Cheer up. We will pray for you.