Re: 好恐懼見到99&老公,我好想離婚,
Dear Kaley,
After reading your story, my heart is full of sympathy, it also snirl up my own story, I can't give any advice at the moment but pray for you!
My 99 was also like this, also taught my son like this. Luckily, my hubby is not as bad as yours, but he is very 考順 also didn't like to get involve into the case and made me feel very disappointed. I also almost get divorced once, my heart had totally prepared for this at that moment, I had also think of carrying my baby and disappear from their world forever. Luckily (to me but not to my hubby), God released me from this disaster by taking away my 99 from this world, she got cancer when my baby was 3 and passed away when he was 4. Only from then on, I can be my baby's mother again. Now he is 6, sometimes he kisses me and says I am the best mother in the world but sometimes he is so rebellious that makes me feel so dispair for I almost give all my love, all my time and all my heart to him. Your story arouse my memory and I had to spend some time to think what the whole story means to me in the eye of God and how should I position myself as a mother, as a wife, as myself, as a member of his original family.
May God also give you His wisdom, His guidiance, His strength, His peace, His love and His joy to you!
Everybody is specially made by God with purpose. ;-) Never FROWN, even when U R SAD. 'Cos U never know who is falling In Love with your SMILE. :)