I am so sorry for your loss. My heart goes to you. I want to let you know the pain will be bearable one day. It will be easier, but you will never be the same.
I understand your pain. Hang in there, I promise you, the pain will get easier one day
Here are some grief resources that I hope will help you.
Online Forum:
MISS Foundation (you can connect with other baby loss moms from here)
Misschildren.org
Books:
1)Empty Cradle, Broken Heart: Surviving the Death of Your Baby
http://www.amazon.com/Empty-Cradle-Broken-Revised-Edition/dp/1555913024/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1353535935&sr=8-1&keywords=broken+heart%2C+empty+cradle
2)They Were Still Born (collection of stories)
http://www.amazon.com/They-Were-Still-Born-Stillbirth/dp/1442204125/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1353535962&sr=1-1&keywords=they+were+stillborn
3)Life touches Life
http://www.amazon.com/Life-Touches-Mothers-Stillbirth-Healing/dp/0939165503/ref=pd_rhf_se_s_cp_1
4) An Exact Replica of Figment Imagination
http://www.amazon.com/An-Exact-Replica-Figment-Imagination/dp/B004WB19VC/ref=pd_vtp_b_5
thanks a lot for your loving encouragement. i downloaded some of the books you reccommended from Amazon, it is very soothing as i can let my emotions out. thanks for being an angel.