I trust you ga. Don't worry about those ppl la.
I also think, here is where sincere seek advise and
give support.
Going for a short trip by yourself and skip the Chinese New Year is a good idea, if you are staying here to entertain his family, it would be too harsh
for you la.
I suggest you to join a tour, with tour guide and other ppl in the tour, more people will make you accompany and not lonely ar.. and avoid you from thinking too much.
小芯, I turely believe that you have make a right decision and if you do good to yourself, I am sure you will have a very good life in future.
I broke up with my 7 years boyfriend at the age of 26. But I spend may years being unhappy and not picking up myself. At the age of 35, I finally get back to normal (although it is a bit late.)
I got married at the age of 38 and I am now happily with my husband.
You are much much younger then me, the faster you pick back up your life, the faster you got a new good la....