Connie,
would u mind pm me your address, let mesend u a book. I am a catholic and I think this book could be of a lot of help cause it helped me a lot!!
I read you message here and I suspect I have IBS. I have the same experience as you.. like I am afraid to eat, to get on bus to travel... etc.. as I always have a need to go to toilet. I am going to be crazy..
Can you tell me your doctor name, tel so that i can make an appoinment,