兩年多一點年前,大約十一月中 ,我小產了,自然流,可能只有四至五週,流了兩星期啡,喝了中藥。去看西醫,他警告我不要行房,否則會下垂,但中醫說ok,因我自然流及只是很短暫。我有照做,但因心情不佳,只有一次。丈未提意xmas旅行散心,出發前一日看中醫,想拿中藥,醫生問月事來了未,我說沒有,may be I just 小產,所以不準,但她祝我自然流及太短,叫我第二天早上驗,她給我一些安胎藥,just in case,我當時還喑笑沒可能,她太緊張了,我不好意思說我行房不多。
整個旅程小心,沒玩任何活動。回港後第二天,見紅,丈夫上班,家中哭出來,有一朋友住附近,立刻陪我看急症,那事已停了流紅,醫出幫我照,他說,看不到有bb呀,我嚇了一跳 ,then he said, you BB must be 9 weeks already. But I see nothing? U might make the mistake. The test u made may be is the last time 小產hormone還再。我說不可能,我流產也在這醫院check,那時check尿,醫生說沒有了,then he check my urine again, result is I have BB, but he insist 說看不到,我說,才剛剛pregnant,太小,所以不見,爭持不下,then他發悔氣:如你不信,我寫紙俾你留院check lor.
第二天在醫院,抽血驗,100% accurate, but need to wait 1-2 days.及塞入去照,看到shade,but also saw another shade at side. 這時醫生對我說有四個possibilities:
1) pregnant
2) 流產again
3) never pregnant, just I make a mistake.
4)宮外孕 need to perform surgery, or I die.
At that time is close to new year, so lab test take longer. I just can keep sleeping, cannot move, cos my friend remind me if see red, just lay on bed dun move, even walk less. After 2 day, doctor say, blood test indicate I am pregnant, BUT, I need to do blood test again and see is 宮外孕。again I wait and wait cos new year. Then Sunday, I sleep in hospital for almost a week, to wait , 只有我一人,大時大節,好棲涼。終於等到佢地開工,証實正常懷孕。叫我兩星期後check,有冇心跳,但我心急,自己找私家,有心跳 ,我醫生了解整件事後,寫多2 weeks假俾我休息。I am pregnant, they cannot fire me anyway. 後來總算一切順利 ,開刀生。但整十個月時有不安,害怕再失去。因心理未調整又再有,情緒不定。現好了。