I know you will blame me again with what I told the bk friends, but please understand I just want you to understand my feeling and how I want to protect the family and not to give you any pressure.
Please remember what you told your kids " your mom is crazy, she will laugh whatever I said, is because I love you so much and I like your voice and I feel pleased with whatever you said!!
In addition, if I don't love you, i can find another boyfriend easily (you should know how I look!!) But I never did and have such thinking (even now) as you are still the only one in my heart!!
BK friends, I really want to give up sometimes (as you all should know, but am I really be able to do that, I still don't know? It is easy for talking but not easy for taking action.
One more thing you all may feel me crazy, he is not the one to wasting money without thinking, he will ask my comment before doing that, although I will agree mostly but it doesn't mean he is not the one ask the wife to earn money but just know how to spend money, i want to be fair, sorry for blaming... I know you are supporting me!!!
Thanks for your support! I can't give up was because I still love him and my kids very very much!! But sometimes, I really want to give up as it really give me so much painful, but when I see how the kids loves his daddy (no doubt, he is a good father) and miss him, I am hesitate to do that.....
I fully understand....as a mother, I will give up my life for my son! If I were you, I might do the same so as to keep my family in good shape....
It's always easy to say than to act, and it will be a very difficult time for you as well. Stay calm and be strong, you might not believe in God, but I am sure he's watching and will plan the best for you.
After reading 麟媽媽, dummypimp and moon moon's conversation, I got a full tear-stained face.
At this stage, I believe you understand how deeply moon moon loves you. In her every word, she would try to protect you and I can't see she is suffering any anger of what you did to her but instead a full of painful. Could you wake up a bit?
Thank you for your comment, actually how I live currently is just same as yours, he will come back home to have dinner and play with kids for few hours few days a week and then go. He will come to bring us to go out during Sunday. Is no different with seperating with him. So now I am actually trying to let 日子一路過, and then to make my feel to be 變得平常心。 Just feeling bad at night and also feel painful when the kids miss him and ask me "why daddy did not come home again tonight or daddy did not come back last night again or I miss him so much!!
How old is your son!! What will you do when you will bad at night? I am now writing my diary everynight to write down my feel on that day, how about you? If possible and not mind, please share your experience with me. Thanks.
I read this story before, this is what I always believe that will happen to myself, but obviously not now.
By the way, thank you for your comment and I fully understand that your encouragement to me, you give me some different thoughts which from males' point of view, thanks. I am now trying to face to it and hope I can do that, thanks again.
You married a big baby who wanted to be pampered always. Tough luck.
klk klk,
You said BK people are not "qualified" to judge you. Well, didn't you start this topic ? If you think you are not here to be judged, then what exactly were you thinking when you first put your family affairs up here for discussion ? You think we all would say "oh, poor klk baby, everything will be ok, you have a horrible wife and you are justified to commit adultery. now come to mommies and get some hugs and kisses.... " ?
Grow up already !!! You know, your kids will grow up 1000% more mature than you are and do you know why ? Because you put them through hell and children who grow up that way tend to be much more mature. I guess they have you to thank for that, uh ?!
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