Um I don\'t know why but I have a feeling that ur heart has yet to die. I think u r waiting for him to tell u that he\'s gonna leave the girl and be u again. Don\'t be silly girl. Guys r like that. They don\'t want to be 衰人 so he may lie to u. If he sincerely begs u that\'s another question. If he doesn\'t beg u n only say very 行貨words then u should go right away. Trust me, 30 is not old at all. U deserve something much much better.