我哋真係「三步不出閨門」。
前夫和子女嗰一宅,相隔太遙遠,我幫唔到佢哋不外出購買日用食品。佢保護能力比我先生低。例如我先生能搵到網上購買新鮮食物送貨上門嘅服務,我前夫就唔得。出去又唔放心D女留家(個大女都成17歲來嘅人,細女都踏入青少年,咁佢都唔放心?!),要帶埋佢哋一齊出去冒被感染嘅險。 如果佢當初選擇繼續留0係我哋隔離屋住,而家我就可以一個人出去幫佢哋買嘢,減低大家被感染嘅機會。或者我先生網上為佢哋購物,送到我哋屋企,我再拎過隔離屋畀佢哋又得。佢琴日先同我哋(我和我先生)呻話佢擔心日日食乾糧,罐頭食物,唔夠營養,佢前陣子還試過 nerve attack,正恢復中,而家又 experiencing heartburn and swallowing problems form the food they hve to eat now. 我又唸如果佢當初選擇唔搬去咁遠,我而家可以一個人煮曬有營養嘅新鮮餐送過隔離畀佢哋食。照顧得佢哋健健康康。佢一生人做嘅選擇(除咗同我結婚外),都係將自己同依靠佢嘅人一齊處於下峰。令我心UP。
而家搬咗去一年唔夠就話(我唸佢「呻笨」)要兩年後一齊搬翻來住。初初大排到話唔翻來住我哋隔離屋,另外租屋住。我心唸,上屋搬下屋,都唔見一籮谷,佢咁搬州兩次已經唔見咗我好多谷種,好似我留埋好多谷種畀佢耗咁。唔住我隔離,唸住唔使用到我照顧佢哋?!而家佢經歷呢D事後,希望佢會揀個少負累大家嘅方案,兩年後住翻我哋隔離啦。
Love is when the other person’s happiness is more important than your own ~ H. Jackson Brown