It is really not easy for you. Working and taking care newborne twins at the same time. I think in your case having a helper is the most important. Unfortuantely, my experience ...
Thanks for your advice and encouragement. I have not gotten a helper yet. Still trying to work that out, too many concerns and problems lately.
Just started on my new diet because I have gestational diabetes. It's quite tough, missing out all the sugar. Feeling quite low and lethargic. I know I just have to get used to the eating habits, then I will be fine. But sometimes, I just wonder why is life so tough. It's oredy so difficult to walk through pregnancy alone and having to worry about the future alone. Why am I even denied the simple pleasure of having a muffin with a cup of tea? Sometimes life is so unfair! Men go out and keep their mistresses and illegitimate children. Women have to bear the consequences of their fun. Sigh, sometimes I really feel so sorry for my twins. This should not be the live s for them ... they could have so much more in life, a complete family, sufficient to live comfortably, good care ... ...
Anyway, I'm just venting ... ... after the tears, I'll wash my face and get going again! Have to do some grocery shopping to make myself a nutritious, sugar free dinner for my babies' sake.