I got similar experience
In doubt ! Can't believe my husband treat me good and treat any other
Even after baby born , think all the things coz I am pregnancy
Can't face my baby happily
Now my baby is 4 month old
I can't say my husband with contact to that suspect woman by message (as I live aboard)
But I always feel alert .. Feel unsafe though my husband still take care of me
I want to end my life if I got no baby ..
During that 4 month
I try to not focus on hubby
Just focus on baby
Now I love my baby more
Baby really can't live without me at that moment
Hubby still treat me ok
My mind is .. An observation ..
Try to take it easy
Enlarge the happiness of taking care baby
As least baby still need me for some time
See see husband still doing something's secretly
Hope u are more lucky thanks me .. U are just suspect
May not be truth,.