All of the Bf mom has the same road at the beginning. After the first month, you will getting better. A nice and easy breastfeed road will be build up for you. For the pump problem, a best pump is very important for the pumping mom. I highly recommend a manual Avent pump or the electric pump from Medela. Without those pump, my baby cannot enjoy the breast milk up till now (14 months) as I'm a full pumping mom.