Don't cry my dear Crab! Ups and owns are anavoidable in our lives. Its criticcal time now and you may be tooo nervous(and busy) for your family that makes you sick. I can see you are a person full of wisdom, so I believe you are able to plan your timetable wisely. But don't forget about your own health. Perhaps try to leave a little time in between events for rests , and do not hurry too much. Pray, and may God be with you through this critical time. Things will for sure get better day by day....