kfwong,
I had made the reply to garon and you can refer, might be more understand my difficulties, since the time from baby born, and even on those days that I got miscarriage, as well as the birthday of my husband.....today, even absent from the funeral of my father, I don't know why, I'm certainly not 同老人家一般見識, but, don't know why she can do it, luckily, I'm being supported by my family and my husband as well
you mentioned that '你爸爸都唔想睇到你唔開心', of course, my father would be angry if he knew that I'm not being treated well, when he present, he always ask them to 'take good care' to me, that why I feel more sad.....
I really thanks for your sharing, yes, I'm having low mood and easily became irritated even for trivial matters ....
hope that she not turned up as the reason of you mentioned, but, when you saw the parents in law of all the siblings, except mine, it's not easy.....
I ruminated in thinking that it only the matters between us, why she couldn't consider to go for the 'last seen' of my father, no further chance, I really hate her much