Don't be so unhappy la! In fact, as long as we are healthy, the appearence is not so much important. But we have to take care of our health. If we have enough time and keep doing exercise, we must become thin and film. Before I gave births to twin boy babies, I was a normal shape. But afterwards, I became fat because I have no time to do exercise everyday. Fortunately my friend helped and taught me to keep fit in a healthy and cost-less way, otherwise I will become a poor and Big Fat Lady.