i totally agree with this. promise is a promise. if you get my word, you will get what you ask from me. my belief is if i cannot do anything, i will not promise others for so. so when i make a promise to someone, i must have had considered and know that i will be able to do this. i extremely hate those people who cannot keep promises even just for "chi ma luk dau" tiny things.
"someone" sat on me last night several times. first, i heard "someone" talking, at first i thought it might be neighbour's tv sound too loud, but it was middle of night. then i couldn't move and i realized that shouldn't be tv noise. my mind was very clear and could think. i wonder if this was only i was too tired and read a lot of "stories" in this topic this afternoon. i opened my eyes and just felt that a fog around (over) me. i was a bit scared but more angry. there were two voices in my mind : 1) just let it be, i am too tired, it will over and no harm 2) i can't let it be like this. i chose 2), i struggled many times but another thought in mind telling me i am very tired and cannot get rid of this. i did not give up, just tried to breath in more "air" and tired to move and scream out loud. success but when i closed my eyes and started to sleep again, the feeling came back - the process repeated and repeated until dawn. i am too tired this morning.