Heidi is also naughty recently, maybe she just want to get attention from us. Last Sun., the helper was on holiday and it’s usu. our busiest day of the week – Sun. The story is: Heidi and Hanson were coughing since last week, we promised Heidi to go to my friend’s house to swim last Sunday which she desperately looking forward to. But since she & Hanson still had the cough, so we just went to play a while. She’s not very happy coz she expected to swim. We got back home and after her afternoon nap, she just cried like hell, yelling ‘mummy, mummy,…’. I was taking care of my son, but immediately ran to the room see what happen. She just kept on ‘hanging’ onto my legs and cried for no reason. I asked what she wants and she just say ‘mummy, mummy,…’. My husband was so mad that he hit her bump and shut her in a dark room for 10 min. I heard her crying and banging the door, I wanted to ‘release’ her but did not, … I feel sorry for her and these few days I found her seems not so happy. Even I asked her if she’s happy, she’ll smile at me and said ‘happy’ – but her look tell me that she’s not as happy as before (I mean before her brother was born).
When I look at Heidi, I’ll look back to her old days – I wanted her to be like when she was ~1.5 yr old, now she seems to have a lot of ‘thoughts’ hiding in her heart; when I look at my son, I wanted him to grow faster – it’s really a dilemma.
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