我鐘意你同我講 I Love U, I Love U Too!
You are the sunshine of my life. That's why I'll always stay around. You are the apple of my eye. Forever you'll stay in my heart.
i don't have any good feeling on my parents, no family feeling for them at all. i have never asked for anything from them since 6 years old except for this time. i will praise if they stop hurting my feeling at any time, even now. i can say i hate them. i really really hate them. "give them face" is just because they are my parents; or else i will not even see them when they call. i tell my daughters everything; the reasons why i am not close to my parents, tell them about my childhood / how i earn for my school fee as giving private tuition to primary students since 15. i told them to see with their own eyes on how they treat us, hear what have been told by them when comparing to the truth i told them.
i am really pleased to have them as my daughters; and they know the situation that we are in all these years. they understand and never ask for anything extra. there was one time that my elder daughter asked for something to treat her pimples. i was holding the bottle in the supermarket for details, the price is 7.99. then my daughter gave me another one, telling me to check for that one because it was cheaper. the price for that one is 7.98, 1 cent less than the one that i am holding. at that time, i felt so sorry for this. my heart is really sorry for all of this.
besides my daughters, my only family are my 5 sister-in-laws. they saw my growth since my teenage; and really treat me good with their hearts. i never say any bad words of my parents in front of them; or in front of my daughters before this happened. they only know that i am not close to my parents for all the 2x years after knowing me, but only understand the reasons and know how i felt all these years because of one incident recently. my sister-in-laws can see with their eyes of what type of parents are they. i can't help crying when i am typing now but i have no choice to choose my parents. my life will be totally different if they are not my parents. i understood this fact since i was a child.