very very 後悔. When we have big argument again, I will make use of the chance to divoce. He treats me and my mother no good. Few months ago, I lost a BB and need to do abortion. The process is very painful. The pain makes me cry and bend like a cooked shrimp. But he also want to go out to have dinner with his brother even his brother said he can buy dinner and take it to hospital to him. When I went home from hospital, I feel very very sick because of taking some medicine. He ask his brother (he drives me home) to go somewhere to pick up something fisrt even his brother said I am so sick and should take me home first. Above examples are only two of them. Do you think I still need him to live my rest of life together??????????