all,
thanks for your caring. the reasons i've changed my mind are ...
i heard one by one news from my good friends about their 2nd pregnancy. i know it's tough but my friend is older than me. i know i can overcome.
............ the other very important point is money. i view it as a big issue before, but after discussing with f . he has some new thought which change my mind, knowing this is not a big problem anymore...