卡樂B薯片, Hang in there. I trust that everybody here would feel how you feel as all of us have the same eperience b4 or even right now. I've always experienced something like 2 days good and then 1 day bad. But then good days happen again afterwards. So don't worry! While you are facing bad time, remember that there would still be good time to come next. This is just the life of ordinary people which composes both good time and bad time.
Call us anytime if you feel like to!! (But I'm mostly availale during midnight:lol :lol , if you don't mind.) Remember that you are not alone!! God is watching over you and and trust that He is blessiing you and all of us who have the illness! He wants us to learn something through this illness.
And sisters and brothers here, may God bless you and wish you a very good start in the year of the rat!