Nevermind...really not trying to argue with you...just feeling a bit sad for a 20+ girl being like this, it\'s not too late for you to realize your problems and change now, but you have to be more open to others\' criticisms.
And are you sure you wanna compare yourself with someone even \"worse\"?
Maybe you can try to copy all these and save it for 20 years later? I don\'t think anyone is being subjective here as we don\'t really know each other and many mothers here are really nice people, spending time to give you advice, but anyway, good luck!