i believe God is knocking the door of your heart. As a Christian myself, I can tell u, everything is under God's control and there's no "coincidence". I also miscarried my 1st bb and God knew every tear i dropped and He wiped them all. Now i'm pregnant again with my eldest son already 3 yo. During the time I experienced the pass away of my father and believed that God's timing is the best.
Pls don't panic our be doubt. Walk into a church on Sun and find the answer yourself. Love and God bless u!
I believe God's now knocking the door of your heart and that's y you're struggling.
As a Christian myself, I can tell you there's no "coincidence" in God as He has the control on everything. I also miscarried 3 years ago and He wiped every tear I dropped. After the misery my father got cancer I experienced the lowest and darkest part in my life. after 2.5 years my father passed away with my son already 1.5 yo. I guarantee, God's timing is beyond our expectation and He won't reserve any GOOD thing not giving to His beloved children, i.e. you and me.
Pls take the courage to walk into a church on Sun and find the answer yourself. God bless you!