Today is Moses's 2 year birthday, I have been looking for that day for long time, as my 1st target is to breastfed him until 1/2 year, and then 2nd target is 1year, then 2 year, so i really don't know how to explain my feeling about the past 2 years...
This month, i am so contridicated, .. as my dad was passed away on 9/01.. so i was really sad for the past few weeks, and because of the traditional belief of my mom, i cannot celerbrate Moses's birthday in high profile. Though i am Christian, i still respect her so only had the gathering of my friends with their babies with Moses yesterday. ..
As a daughter, i am so sad to accept the truth and have to take care of my mom for the time being,... as a mother, i cannot ignore Moses's 2 year big day..
life is like this, we have to face with a lot of challenges, when our babies become bigger and bigger, our parents become older and older, when i think about this, and the generation will continue and continue. ..
我把平安留給你們,我將我的平安賜給你們;我所賜給你們的,不像世界所賜的一樣。你心裏不要煩亂,也不要膽怯。(若 14:27) Happy moments, praise God. Difficult moments, seek God. Quiet moments, worship God. Painful moments, trust God. Every moment, thank God!!!
Life is a learning process, there're always dilemma and challenges that we should faced with. It's totally fine as well as you're happy & comfortable, and I think you haven't harm/hurt anybody, right!
my next target is 3 years. or let him wean naturally...
i think he won't give up my milk, as it is still his best favourite, if i am at home with him , he can ask for nine nine frequently.
also, my target is entering into my dream kindergarten. .. hehe